Why do I always have problems barrage. Everyone wants to be better than previously why the past is always come up. If indeed he had for me why did you let him hurt me a very sincere, but maybe because I was too stupid because it is easy to believe what is said by him. I realized I was not a perfect man, I never demanded more that you want to pay more attention but I beg you to give hope not so beautiful to me, if only to hurt me more in to make myself stop to establish a new relationship because I am always haunted fear will hurt more because the love that is always being played.
But whether this self is always deserved to be hurt so sore even though I know I've never hurt someone who had never liked me. All started when I met her because at that time I was following an election to become civil servants work. At that time he also was following the same program. Because the location of the house that is not so far from my house finally we often went together to the same location. Because often met itensitas make him have another feeling for me while I just think of him as a friend not more. Failure occurred to me while following the test and found that day he expressed his feelings just like me. I'm very surprised it got a statement from him.
At that moment my mind is only focused on the test results very disappointing because that's what my heart into so many time because I've often tried but always failed. What did I do to all that have repeatedly occurred. Because I can not think straight, I told him "Fine, we'll try first! But I do not accept you to be my boyfriend because we only know two weeks. The next day he came over to my house and took a walk with him to make a fresh mind because the problem was I was dealing with the day.
But he always comes and comes and makes you annoyed and tired. I was the type pembosan girl and not like a guy who always came home only to disturb it .. while I was to undergo a relations with leisure ... On the eighth day I made the decision to give an answer to his business for one week and I told him "Sorry I can not give more because after a week I personally monitor the progress of you is what I know about you.
1.Grumpy 2.Like Set 3.Everything must go with you 4.Should not be hanging out with my best friend 5.Bossy 6.What i do have to ask permission and should give you know 7.Should not be siting next to the guy though he is my best friend 8.Every minute hour or even days to send you message to you
Arrrrggggghhhhh ...... crazy!!!!! What am I to you ...! I'm not a doll that can be as good as you set your heart. While my parents were not up to segitunya with my association. Even my parents let you hang out with anyone and have a relationship with anyone, although all must be introduced to the two parents. Enough .....! I can not accept you into my love for you too restrain my freedom. I was a girl who is free but to stick with the old rules.
Perhaps because he did not accept the decisions I had made him go away with an angry attitude and hate me. Forgive you for having hurt you but I can not establish the love with someone who restrain freedom of expression ...
